Kim Kardashian is opening up about her divorce from Kanye West in a whole new way.
I’m not going to have to break down and cry when you leave. That’s all I care about. I’m like numb. Like, I’m tired of that. But I do know that I will be happy I didn’t come this far just to come this far and not be happy.
In the series finale of Keeping Up with the Kardashians, the reality star is revealing details about her split from Kanye, something she had been keeping relatively private since filing in February. 2021 waking up at 40 and realizing like, I just want total happiness. Yeah, I know. You know, obviously complete bliss is like not a full reality, but if I can have it more of the majority of the time, that’s all I want to do.
Wherever that takes me, I just want my pure happiness. So that’s what I’m working on, figuring out how to get there.
Kim explained that living in a different state that her husband took a toll on her marriage. Kim lives in L.A., while Kanye has been spending a lot of his time on their Wyoming ranch.
I never thought I was lonely and I never I always thought, that’s totally fine. I could just have my kids. My husband moved from state to state and I just I’m on this ride with him and I was OK with that. And then after turning 40 this year, I realized, like, no, I don’t want to. A husband that lives in a completely different state. To me, I thought, oh my God, that’s when we’re getting along the best.
But then that is sad to me and that’s not what I want.
The couple were married in twenty fourteen and have four kids together. But Kim admits the disconnect between the two makes it hard to do life as husband and wife.
I just feel like I’ve worked so hard in life to achieve everything that I’ve wanted to, and I’ve lived up to my expectations and achieved 10 times more than I ever thought was humanly possible. But I don’t have. A life to share that with, like I do, obviously, my kids and everything, but am I just going to sit here and think, OK, my kids fulfill me and I’m good?
The relationship is pointed to rocky times in the last year, with glimpses of the two being at odds chronicled throughout the show. Since going their separate ways four months ago, Connie has been linked to model Iwona Shak. Kim is reportedly single but is admitting what she’s looking for in her next partner.
I want someone that we have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me every single day. Khloe interested and I would work out at six a.m. three of us. And I was third-wheeling it for a good eight months in quarantine. And I was so envious of that.
Kim acknowledges Conway’s lavish ways were unique, but now she’s ready for someone with who she can enjoy the small moments.
It’s like the little things are what I don’t have. I have all the big things. Yeah, I have the extravagant everything you could possibly imagine and no one will ever do it like that. I know that you know what I mean? And I’m grateful for those experiences, but. I think I’m ready for the smaller experiences that I think will mean a lot.
Kim told her mom, Kris Jenner, that the situation has been draining and she is seeking therapy.
I just want you to be happy and joyful and I think I haven’t seen that in a really long time. Yeah. And I’m ready to do whatever that is like. I’m not rushing it. I’m not like, good. I don’t have any final decisions that I want to make. And so.